For those of you that want things to go heavy, be in no doubt that I can be extremely tough
and cruel. Must be D/D free, respectful, and enjoy sarcasm.
I've honestly been struggling with my masculinity, I've always forced myself
to like women but I keep avoiding the thoughts I
have when I see an attractive man, I put on a mask for the environment I'm in and I feel
like I'm becoming a shell, I want to know if these are just intrusive thoughts or feelings I feel are something more. Newly single trying new things out. I
party like exercise, reading, wintery nights in swinger bed watching a movie.